Feeling bored n indecisive
this is the 4th day after my last paper on tuesday while waiting for the next one on next tuesday.. sometimes i really amaze myself by how i pass time by doin hardly anything at all.. i'm still in a dillema in deciding when i shld go back home.. the thing is tat i'll end up in the rather same situation in either staying here or back at home.. the situation is BOREDOM.. staying here will definitely be boring with hardly anyone around to hang out with but at least i will have this comp of mine to pass time n MAYBE i can force myself to do some workout here... as for back at home, things will be just almost the same cos there's also no frens to hang out with.. my close buddies r all over the world now n their holidays doesn't coincide well with mine.. take for instance those in aus.. they'll start their hols end of june while by tat time i'll have to be back in s'pore to settle my hall stuff.. it's just so freaking sad.. as for my family, everybody is working so tat'll leave he 'home alone', glued to the tv or my sis comp which is gonna be 'hospitalised' soon haha.. this feeling is really killing me n make me feel like i don't belong anywhere.. in s'pore, my time here is rather short so i dun really have a group where i belong to while back at home, i've missed out on so many things tat the connection between me n others is kinda rusty n rotting away.. looks like taking a 'path least taken' also makes ppl left out
Tuesday, April 26, 2005
Why engineers make good HUSBANDS... Hahaha
Compare These Other Professionals To Engineers
DOCTOR Supposedly, all women are after a Doctor, so don't expect your relationship to last more than 5 years. Eventually, he'll run off with some nurse from his office, or one of his young women patients that is pretending to be sick. He'll wait until you are stuck with a few kids to do this. This is not a problem with your Engineer husband. He had a hard enough time meeting you. It is unlikely he'll ever meet another woman in his profession.
LAWYER Do you seriously expect an honest, trusting relationship with someone who gets paid for lying? Once again, this is not a problem with your Engineer spouse. He doesn't have enough social skills to lie convincingly. An additional drawback to marrying a lawyer is when the divorce happens you will get nothing.
SALESMAN See honesty segment under Lawyer. Plus, he will be traveling to trade shows, etc. where he will be in the company of other equally trustworthy individuals. Don't be surprised when you get the invitation to show up on the Ricki Lake show. The company that your Engineer husband works at will keep him in a cage, often called a cubicle, until he is ready to go home to you.
TEACHER The only reason he entered this profession is so that he could be surrounded by newly post-pubescent girls who idolize him. He'll be in jail soon, and then you'll have to look for another man
HAZARDOUS PROFESSIONS, I.E. FIREFIGHTER, CONSTRUCTION WORKER, ETC. Your husband, if he is not dead by some accident, will likely be crippled with a back injury, etc. just about the time you are at your sexual peak. The only hazards that your Engineer husband will face is losing his eyesight by staring at the computer terminal for too long. This hazard actually has some benefits. For one, he will not notice that you are getting older, since you will be a blur. He will remember you as when he first met you, because the memory will still be sharp. And If you think he is looking at another woman, and you ask "Honey, were you looking at her?", he'll honestly be able to say that he didn't even see her.
DOCTOR Supposedly, all women are after a Doctor, so don't expect your relationship to last more than 5 years. Eventually, he'll run off with some nurse from his office, or one of his young women patients that is pretending to be sick. He'll wait until you are stuck with a few kids to do this. This is not a problem with your Engineer husband. He had a hard enough time meeting you. It is unlikely he'll ever meet another woman in his profession.
LAWYER Do you seriously expect an honest, trusting relationship with someone who gets paid for lying? Once again, this is not a problem with your Engineer spouse. He doesn't have enough social skills to lie convincingly. An additional drawback to marrying a lawyer is when the divorce happens you will get nothing.
SALESMAN See honesty segment under Lawyer. Plus, he will be traveling to trade shows, etc. where he will be in the company of other equally trustworthy individuals. Don't be surprised when you get the invitation to show up on the Ricki Lake show. The company that your Engineer husband works at will keep him in a cage, often called a cubicle, until he is ready to go home to you.
TEACHER The only reason he entered this profession is so that he could be surrounded by newly post-pubescent girls who idolize him. He'll be in jail soon, and then you'll have to look for another man
HAZARDOUS PROFESSIONS, I.E. FIREFIGHTER, CONSTRUCTION WORKER, ETC. Your husband, if he is not dead by some accident, will likely be crippled with a back injury, etc. just about the time you are at your sexual peak. The only hazards that your Engineer husband will face is losing his eyesight by staring at the computer terminal for too long. This hazard actually has some benefits. For one, he will not notice that you are getting older, since you will be a blur. He will remember you as when he first met you, because the memory will still be sharp. And If you think he is looking at another woman, and you ask "Honey, were you looking at her?", he'll honestly be able to say that he didn't even see her.
WoooHoooHoooo~~~!!
happy happy happy !! haha i now declare myself FREEDOM!!! woohoo last major paper is over over over.. though got one more paper(effective comm) next week but who cares?? haha yay yay yay lalala.. always get the same feeling after exams.. a state of anomie cos suddenly feel so FREE n got nothing to do.. no longer have tat pressure and goal to complete study this n tat suddenly right after exams.. will be joyous n happy happy for now haha :)
Saturday, April 23, 2005
I'm 'some-what' normal?? haha
You Are 55% Normal (Somewhat Normal) |
 While some of your behavior is quite normal... Other things you do are downright strange You've got a little of your freak going on But you mostly keep your weirdness to yourself |
Friday, April 22, 2005
A passion i could not indulge
just had my chemistry exam yesterday n been slacking since then. while i'm writing this, some of frens would have 'unofficially' ended their exam period for year1 sem2.. well i still have 3 more papers - monday, tuesday and the tuesday of the week after next.
well talking about chem.. doin chem sure brings back memories n yesterday marked the last time ever(prediction) i'll be touching chemistry.. the subject i loved most but sadly i'm not fated to take this passion further.. ppl who know me well shld know y it is so.. well if u dunno.. i'm colour-blind.. i still remembered how bad i felt when i knew i was colour-blind n how it'll affect my passion for chem.. i was never the same in doin chem lab ever since.. the biggest reason is the uncertainy i felt in my judgement of colours each time the lab involves change of colours.. the lack of confidence made me walked around asking ppl wat is the colour of this or that chemical.. this was the time i realised the feeling of my bro who had to give up his interest in electronics for the same reason..
well it's been 5 years since i first had a shot with chem.. well ironically i hated it then cos it was something so new n weird to me.. i was the slowest in class in doin chem then but slowly i picked up n dashed forward faster than others.. come to think of it, i liked it because of my chem tuition teacher n also a fren of mine who 'used' to love it as well.. tat fren is now taking a diff path n of all ppl, i didn't expect him to take a path other than chem.. another surprise in life haha.. well tat's all.. farewell for now and till we meet again :)
well talking about chem.. doin chem sure brings back memories n yesterday marked the last time ever(prediction) i'll be touching chemistry.. the subject i loved most but sadly i'm not fated to take this passion further.. ppl who know me well shld know y it is so.. well if u dunno.. i'm colour-blind.. i still remembered how bad i felt when i knew i was colour-blind n how it'll affect my passion for chem.. i was never the same in doin chem lab ever since.. the biggest reason is the uncertainy i felt in my judgement of colours each time the lab involves change of colours.. the lack of confidence made me walked around asking ppl wat is the colour of this or that chemical.. this was the time i realised the feeling of my bro who had to give up his interest in electronics for the same reason..
well it's been 5 years since i first had a shot with chem.. well ironically i hated it then cos it was something so new n weird to me.. i was the slowest in class in doin chem then but slowly i picked up n dashed forward faster than others.. come to think of it, i liked it because of my chem tuition teacher n also a fren of mine who 'used' to love it as well.. tat fren is now taking a diff path n of all ppl, i didn't expect him to take a path other than chem.. another surprise in life haha.. well tat's all.. farewell for now and till we meet again :)
Tuesday, April 19, 2005
Nice comic down there
just found a very nice n creative piece of comic strip.. though it reminds me of my paper this morning which was BAD!! haha
Nice one. 
Sunday, April 17, 2005
Exams r here!!
wow it sure was fast... my finals for my 1st year in uni is already here.. with one paper down n 5 more to go!! next to come is the paper i dread the most.. COMPUTING!! sigh been realising tat i'm so different from last time.. wat happened to my discipline n hardworking self? sometimes i really ponder if it was the correct choice for me to have come to s'pore last time.. i've changed sooo much ever since i came here.. in some ways positive but it's more of negative changes.. i guess living out of parents guidance n in a new environment sure change people usually... i'm getting lazier, heck-care and slacker every single passing day.. sigh.. anyway i'm so stuck with computing now with 2 days left to study for it... this is a tough subject tat i've no experience in n furthermore i've not been doin my work.. so this is redemption i guess haha. one more thing, the past seems to have repeated itself again.. so far almost everytime i come to exams, i'll have someone in my mind which just makes me unable to concentrate.. wat's wrong with me man?? why must i start thinking of somebody so badly everytime during exam time.. sigh better get back to doin computing. hoping for an A but guess it'll turn out B or hopefully nothing below tat!!
Saturday, April 09, 2005
When hard work doesn't pay...
pretty much been 2 months from last posting. here i am again at a low point of my life... today has been a very depressing day. it's another day where i really feel so cheated of all my hard work n the credits goes to other ppl. well today is my group presentation for eff comm n since it's done as a group i find it seriously very unfair to judge us individually esp in terms of contents and etc other than our performance in presenting. well guess this is life where the ppl outside n "up there" only judge things on the outside without knowing wats lies beneath everything n the credits go to the wrong ppl. i prepared the most... did the most for the group... pull the group together, but all this is just nothing cos all these lies hidden from wat ppl can c. i guess group work really suck when u have bad teammates n hopeless ppl to judge us. it seriously ticks me off to have an "up there" person who does not know how to acknowledge ppl who really deserves it.. this is just bringing up previous experiences... i curse these ppl for they do not deserve to be above me... i swear tat one day when i'm "up there" i shall judge things n ppl deeper down than just the surface of wat i c. "i will surpass all others tat one day ppl will acknowledge me"-naruto
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